I was just sitting here and I was thinking...what could I say about me and my feelings about how to worship with punctuality and I look at me and my Salat habits and decided to explain me and my feelings about how i made my self more Punctual maybe it will inspire you...
Well first off i look at my life and think back on when i was little before mom became Muslim she made me pray at the side of my bed every night and i also watched my grandmother do it so i just assumed all children and families and grandmothers done this as this was the norm for me but because i did this what happened was when Mom Introduced Islam to me and later when i started to make Salaat it was like oh well life goes on im used to praying so first and foremost i would like to say for you to start your children in prayers at a young age and then it wont be new to them.
Secondly with me well hey i just decided well i got this started i took Kaleema Shaadat when i was 18 when i read die not unless you are a Muslim i couldn't even sleep all night long for fear that i would die before i took my Kaleema Shaadat right off the rip i was serious so i understood that this was a covenant between me and Allah and I vowed that i would continue my worship and say La illaha illah allah and so since i vowed it i decided since mom had said don't get some started that you cant Finish and i know my goal and was focused on it and i always looked at my life with the fear even at a young age i may not make it o 21... i might die... I may not make it to 23...what if i was to die tomorrow or tonight even?
And i don't know i been thinking like that all my life i m always wondering what if i die in the next 5 minutes since i really don't know when I'm going to die ...i didn't even know in what second i i would be born let alone in what moment i would pass this earth so it strengthens me to be punctual in my Salaat and i take it seriously what if this is my Last and final salaat or what if i miss this salaat and indeed it would have been my last?
So when i pray i pray thinking look Allah this might be my last so i beg of you please if i don't make it to the next Salaat forgive me of my sins and have mercy on me if i fall asleep in this physical world and don't ever wake up again...and i should find my self inside my grave?...Well aint right now a good time to prepare for that moment?
you dang Skippy it is now is the perfect time...and let me tell you something just like eating sleeping a and breathing if you take time to make Salaat all day long just like drinking water you get so used to it that you start to enjoy it...love it even...but you wouldn't know this if you didn't try to be consistent...and you gotta be just as consistent as Allah is with the sun raising in the sky and declining in the night you have to be just as consistent as the snow flakes dropping in the winter and the April shower's... bringing the May flower.
I cant tell you how good you feel when your done and your mind is at peace in knowing that you have done what Allah has decreed for you to do so that you can feel in your heart you are worthy to go to his Paradise
and not have to burn for all eternity in his HELL...because you know how it feels when you miss Salaat for a
long period of time you have that nagging feeling inside ...you know the self accusing soul and if you don't have that self accusing soul then your heart is hardening and you think its cool to sin or you think oh Im going to go to heaven or i will deal with that when I die OH YEA YOU RIGHT YOU GONE DEAL WITH THAT ALL RIGHT...YOU GONE DEAL WITH HELL...aww you BOLD?
OH AND NOT TO MENTION MY EXTREME FEAR OF FIRE AND PAIN...
I just really cant see my self in HELL i just cant be that person SORRY (NOT I SAYS ME)
Im just not the one I cant do it (IM GOOD!) LITERALLY NO SERIOUSLY...(I'm a good girl)
I love to try to be righteous i feel special I especially feel special because when i learned only ALLAH
MAKES MUSLIMS ...LOL AWWW SHOOT I REALLY FEEL SPECIAL NOW BECAUSE HE CHOOSE ME TO COME HIS PARADISE HE LOVES ME OH AND CONSEQUENTLY I LOVE YOU TOO ALLAH SO YES.... pretty much that's what moves me to get up for Fajr in the mornings and pray the rest of my prayers throughout the day and if i miss a Salaat I'm very conscience of that to make it up too. I be pissed if something makes me miss Salaat like in the middle of running errands and have too prayed in the park when it was time for Salaat as not to miss and i take my prayer rug with me when i go visit friends so that
I can make Salaat when out these are the little thing I do and you can too if your serious about your deen
and if your half stepping then take the full step its quite easy you will see when you decided and make up your mink look at here ALLAH im gone really try to do this thing your.....ISLAM.
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• sυяαн үυηυs [10:9-10] sυяεℓү тнσsε ωнσ вεℓιεvε αη∂ ∂σ яιgнтεσυs ∂εε∂s тнειя ℓσя∂ ωιℓℓ gυι∂ε тнεм αяιgнт вεcαυsε σғ тнειя ғαιтн. яιvεяs sнαℓℓ ғℓσω вεηεαтн тнεм ιη тнε gαя∂εηs σғ вℓιss. тнειя cяү ιη ιт ωιℓℓ вε: "gℓσяү вε тσ үσυ, συя ℓσя∂," αη∂ тнειя gяεεтιηg: "ρεαcε"; αη∂ тнειя cяү ωιℓℓ αℓωαүs εη∂ ωιтн: "αℓℓ ρяαιsε вε тσ αℓℓαн, тнε ℓσя∂ σғ тнε εηтιяε υηιvεяsε."
"нε (αℓℓäн) gяαηтs ωιs∂σм тσ тнσsε ωнσм нε ωιℓℓs; αη∂ ωнσεvεя ιs gяαηтε∂ ωιs∂σм нαs ιη∂εε∂ вεεη gяαηтε∂ мυcн gσσ∂. үεт ησηε εxcερт ρεσρℓε σғ υη∂εяsтαη∂ιηg тαкε нεε∂". - [qυяαη 2:269]
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